.UNSTABLE.

All those dreams immediately came true.

As I lived that reality, I became small that I knew.

The people? Amazing, brilliant. Me... faded.

Im no leader, Im not 4.0, only degraded.

"Be a shepherd" "You don't know those notes."

Normal, silly, lazy.. ME. Not many votes.

Not recognized I now see. Why am I here?

Everyone had that chance as I learn to steer.

I soon see there's two.. this girl amazing also her second year.

As I hear her story I realize it's mine as I see a tear.

Everyone I see so smart, so bright.

This is all I have, all that's right.

Im loosing this game , & loosing grip of what I admire.

I listen to them all. All they do is inspire.

My chance finally came and im over sung.

I feel so little, so young.

A show, & all I hear is "You have a solo? I didn't hear."

And once again im lost, nothing's clear.

Testing had come, and as I stand shaking.I HEARD.

FIRST, not second and definitely not third.

As I look around everyone normal...

Me? So happy until I slowly came to the fact I feel like im nothing.. not so formal.

I walk away with this head hung so low.

Until she steps in "Shivers you gave me that belongs to you that solo"

That tear once again rolls down, but different a bright smile.

Maybe this girl does have hope? Maybe it's worthwhile.

My element. My thing. Un noticeable...

At this moment in time I pray I will not remain this unstable.