Im sorry

Im sorry, that Im way to honest, its that im brave,
I try and try to hold back but with you i always cave.
Im sorry that everytime we talk I can;t help but smile.
it even takes me so long just to take that phone and dial.
Im sorry that you give me those butterflies,
this feeling I get, puts me in surprise.
Im sorry that I can't help but wanna do stuff with you,
but come on? Your hot. You know its true.
Im sorry that I think your perfect.
but I feel like we connect.
Im sorry that i didnt text you before,
I didnt want to be one of those girls who you'd score.
Im sorry that I smile so much,
But as soon as we touch.
Wow, Im sorry but that feeling,
my heart your deffinetly stealing.
Im sorry that I talk to a lot,
Its cause I got a lot of thoughts.
Im sorry that I wish you were here right now,
cause if we were, wow.
You make me smile,
I know i have to wait, but for you i'll wait a while.

Dreams set me free

Words float through this mind,
not knowning what to write.
My mind is my light,
my mind is something that makes me feel home.
I put myself in the imagery that I am sitting at home.
My mind could brake through chrome.
Its strong, it's pure, it's where my dreams come from.
My dreams are who I might one day become.
These dreams bring me back to this home where is not reality,
through my dreams come religion, comes mortality.
My dreams flow,
they come & they go.
My home, my future, where I belong,
I have to get there, one day, stay strong.
I may not be physically there,
oh but when I am, always completly aware.
I know when I am, that smell that feeling,
it forms me, it's healing me.
Throughtout these dreams I smile cause I know,
God will one day bestow.
The power to make me whole,
I give him control.
My dreams will not ever be gone,
These dreams will bring me home,
they may sometimes roam,
but when that day comes as happy as I will be,
these dreams set me free,
These dreams are what keep me alive,
they will make me survive.

Mo looks at me I fake a smile so he wont see
that I want and I need him
Everything that we should be
Mo talks to me I laugh cause its so damn funny
and i cant see anyone when hes with me
He says hes so in love
hes finally got a right
i wonder if he knows hes all I think about at night.
I dont think that passengers seat,
has ever looked this good to me,
he tells me about his night
as I count the colors in his eyes
he never falls in love he swears as he runs his fingers through his hair.
and I could tell you his favorite colors green
he loves to argue
born on the 20th
his sisters bautiful
he has his mothers eyes,
and if you asked me if i love him... I'd lie.
Ive never gone with the wind,
just let the flow
let it take me where it wants to go
to you open the door
stheres so much more
ive never seen it before
i was tryin to fly
but i couldnt find wings
but u came along and changed everything,
You lift my feet off the ground
u spin me around
u make me crazier
feels like im fallin
and im lost in your eyes
you make me crazier.
Once apon a time,
i believe it was a tuesday when I caught your eye,
we caught on to somethin'
& I hold on to the night,
when you looked me in the eye told me you love me.
He is sensible, and so incredible
and all my single friends are jealous
he says everything to need to here
and its like i couldn't ask for anything better
he opens up my door
and i get into his car and he says
u look beautiful tonight,
and i feel perfectly fine,
and i miss screaming and fighting,
and kissing in the rain
and its 2 am and im cursing insane
im so in love that im going insane.
that the way i love you
breaking down and coming undone
its a roller coaster kinda rush
and i never knew i could feel that much
& thats the way i love you.
& I dont know how it gets better than this,
you take my hand & drag me head first fearless
and i dont know why with you I dance,
through a storm in my best dress, fearless.
Well I can't help it if you look like an angel,
I cant help it if I wanna kiss you in the rain so,
come feel this magic that ive felt since I met you
can't help.
Your on the phone with your girlfriend shes upset
shes going off about something that you said,
cause she dosnt get your humor like I do,
Our song is a slammin screen door, sneakin out late tappin on your window
when were on the phone and you talk reaaaaaaaal slow,
Im in my room its a typical tuesday night,
im listenin' to the music she dosnt like
and she'll never know your story like i do.

somewhere I know not, I get lost,
surrounded this frost,
Big city, small girl not knowing where to go next.
No boy can understand so complex.
to be me, to see the lights when im on that stage.
as soon as someone asks to hear i don't engage.
My dream will come some say, but It's time I let them know.
When she tells me her talents her dreams everything placed,
Im always going to be second and feel this bellow?
american I pride on,
that farm,
the quiet sound I hear as you lay & watch the stars,
first kiss,
makes me want to cry.
first date when you get home and smile in that mirror,
love is getting nearer and neerer.
three months hits,
It transmits.
It time, to think.
Highschool full of memories, of times spent,
You can only imagine at an extent.
You get that chance,
I love you,
to the fact,
remain intact.
My whole life I've dreamt,
to come first,
to live,
to see,
to believe, in future.
what happens when LOVE comes your way.
Jump ahead? live today?
My fear is to lose,
I wish i could excuse.
me, Dixie, the one and only.
lonely.
who Im with, I have to LIVE.
I have to forgive.
to follow my dreams no matter what cost.
my heart may be lost,
"Love is not meant to be fast."
Love is supposed to Last.
Just like that first kiss,
it will make your head spin.
It has to come within.
"Wish you could go back & tell yourself what you know now, back
then I swore I was gonna marry him someday but I realized some bigger
dreams of mine."
I've met my match,
my heart will stay attached.
my dreams will happen,
Love won't pass me by I will persure.
I will hold on to this,
I will one day reminisce.

that dream

Im not alone, he's not leaving.
I need to start believing.
From one dream,
It's like there's no more self esteem.
Guy after guy hurting me, killing me.
wishing I was just ya'know.. she.
I wanted those arms to hold,
and for so much to just unfold.
I wanna believe, I wanna trust.
I want this life, this is must..
Now that he's here I want to just be with him,
with him nothing dim.
Even when im a bitch, or just mean,
I know nothing will change between.
At least I want to,
He's just so perfect,
cause in these dreams it ends, and its a hard affect.
These dreams, Im called a jerk, im called not me.
but sometimes I must agree.
He deserves to be treated with the utmost respect,
someone as he is..PERFECT.
He needs someone that doesn't cry like this,
I know in me, this girl exists.
These dreams need to stop,
with him I need to feel on top.
I want him to know that im here,
from now on I'll always be sincere.
I'll be that old dixie,
I'll even stop watching glee.
You deserve everything,
to prove it I'll always give.
"I wish I could be there"
And i promise with everything with my heart ill always share.

I may not know a lot about this,
you know... that feeling when you just kiss.
When all you wanna do is fly
like your on top of the world so high.
When he'd just want to hold you for no reason,
and when these days go by season by season.
I know that you'll always be here,
because baby I know that you know its my biggest fear.
"And someday I know it'll all turn out, and we'll work
to work it out, promise you kid I'll give more then I get, I just
havnt met you yet."
That napkin that hangs with these words,
the love in that simple napkin deffinetly doesnt come third.
You make me smile when I dont wanna,
and we sit in your garage and smoke the good ole' marijuana.
But there he is, trying so hard just to get me back.
but as soon as I turn around there you are its like my face there was a smack.
A sighn that I need to be with you, and only you.
a feeling noone should ever go through
cause it just fucks with your mind,
the feelings thats just so refined.
but at the same time, I met my friend, I met my future.
someone I just feel secure.
We may be friends right now,
but when together,, wow.
We will be, one day as I pinky swear.
Its like god answered this girls prayer.

I dont need anyone
I dont need someone to tell me ive won
I dont need someone to be listening
I dont need shit, I dont need this "sting"
I need someone that will hold me,
That would maybe act like I wasnt free.
Like I was important, maybe even loved..
Not like im being shoved.
Someone that will open the door,
and would never ever tell people when he "scored"
I need someone that would listen..
to me..
to my stories
to my life..
But most of all I want someone to care..
and to promise they'd swear.
Treat me with the respect I think I deserve.
cause right now it feels like some curve.
I wanna watch sports in his arms,
and know that he'd never harm.
I wanna go outside and play
and know he'd never leave, and always stay.
In the car we'd sing, and laugh.
and with me.. he'd never give half.
I'd say I love you and meen it.
and i would never say I quit.
Every dream I had he'd come with,
and id come first never second thrid forth or fifth.
His house id always be at, with his family playing games,
and when id mess up he would sometimes take the blame.
Most of all though.. I want a guy to care,
when Id get ready Id prepare.
So I look perfect for him,
even go to the gym.
When christmas would come Id never want anything but to be by his side,
Cause with me he'd never worry about his "pride"
But thats only a dream right?
Yeah this "dream" doesn't exist