I dont need anyone
I dont need someone to tell me ive won
I dont need someone to be listening
I dont need shit, I dont need this "sting"
I need someone that will hold me,
That would maybe act like I wasnt free.
Like I was important, maybe even loved..
Not like im being shoved.
Someone that will open the door,
and would never ever tell people when he "scored"
I need someone that would listen..
to me..
to my stories
to my life..
But most of all I want someone to care..
and to promise they'd swear.
Treat me with the respect I think I deserve.
cause right now it feels like some curve.
I wanna watch sports in his arms,
and know that he'd never harm.
I wanna go outside and play
and know he'd never leave, and always stay.
In the car we'd sing, and laugh.
and with me.. he'd never give half.
I'd say I love you and meen it.
and i would never say I quit.
Every dream I had he'd come with,
and id come first never second thrid forth or fifth.
His house id always be at, with his family playing games,
and when id mess up he would sometimes take the blame.
Most of all though.. I want a guy to care,
when Id get ready Id prepare.
So I look perfect for him,
even go to the gym.
When christmas would come Id never want anything but to be by his side,
Cause with me he'd never worry about his "pride"
But thats only a dream right?
Yeah this "dream" doesn't exist