somewhere I know not, I get lost,
surrounded this frost,
Big city, small girl not knowing where to go next.
No boy can understand so complex.
to be me, to see the lights when im on that stage.
as soon as someone asks to hear i don't engage.
My dream will come some say, but It's time I let them know.
When she tells me her talents her dreams everything placed,
Im always going to be second and feel this bellow?
american I pride on,
that farm,
the quiet sound I hear as you lay & watch the stars,
first kiss,
makes me want to cry.
first date when you get home and smile in that mirror,
love is getting nearer and neerer.
three months hits,
It transmits.
It time, to think.
Highschool full of memories, of times spent,
You can only imagine at an extent.
You get that chance,
I love you,
to the fact,
remain intact.
My whole life I've dreamt,
to come first,
to live,
to see,
to believe, in future.
what happens when LOVE comes your way.
Jump ahead? live today?
My fear is to lose,
I wish i could excuse.
me, Dixie, the one and only.
lonely.
who Im with, I have to LIVE.
I have to forgive.
to follow my dreams no matter what cost.
my heart may be lost,
"Love is not meant to be fast."
Love is supposed to Last.
Just like that first kiss,
it will make your head spin.
It has to come within.
"Wish you could go back & tell yourself what you know now, back
then I swore I was gonna marry him someday but I realized some bigger
dreams of mine."
I've met my match,
my heart will stay attached.
my dreams will happen,
Love won't pass me by I will persure.
I will hold on to this,
I will one day reminisce.

that dream

Im not alone, he's not leaving.
I need to start believing.
From one dream,
It's like there's no more self esteem.
Guy after guy hurting me, killing me.
wishing I was just ya'know.. she.
I wanted those arms to hold,
and for so much to just unfold.
I wanna believe, I wanna trust.
I want this life, this is must..
Now that he's here I want to just be with him,
with him nothing dim.
Even when im a bitch, or just mean,
I know nothing will change between.
At least I want to,
He's just so perfect,
cause in these dreams it ends, and its a hard affect.
These dreams, Im called a jerk, im called not me.
but sometimes I must agree.
He deserves to be treated with the utmost respect,
someone as he is..PERFECT.
He needs someone that doesn't cry like this,
I know in me, this girl exists.
These dreams need to stop,
with him I need to feel on top.
I want him to know that im here,
from now on I'll always be sincere.
I'll be that old dixie,
I'll even stop watching glee.
You deserve everything,
to prove it I'll always give.
"I wish I could be there"
And i promise with everything with my heart ill always share.

I may not know a lot about this,
you know... that feeling when you just kiss.
When all you wanna do is fly
like your on top of the world so high.
When he'd just want to hold you for no reason,
and when these days go by season by season.
I know that you'll always be here,
because baby I know that you know its my biggest fear.
"And someday I know it'll all turn out, and we'll work
to work it out, promise you kid I'll give more then I get, I just
havnt met you yet."
That napkin that hangs with these words,
the love in that simple napkin deffinetly doesnt come third.
You make me smile when I dont wanna,
and we sit in your garage and smoke the good ole' marijuana.
But there he is, trying so hard just to get me back.
but as soon as I turn around there you are its like my face there was a smack.
A sighn that I need to be with you, and only you.
a feeling noone should ever go through
cause it just fucks with your mind,
the feelings thats just so refined.
but at the same time, I met my friend, I met my future.
someone I just feel secure.
We may be friends right now,
but when together,, wow.
We will be, one day as I pinky swear.
Its like god answered this girls prayer.