that dream

Im not alone, he's not leaving.
I need to start believing.
From one dream,
It's like there's no more self esteem.
Guy after guy hurting me, killing me.
wishing I was just ya'know.. she.
I wanted those arms to hold,
and for so much to just unfold.
I wanna believe, I wanna trust.
I want this life, this is must..
Now that he's here I want to just be with him,
with him nothing dim.
Even when im a bitch, or just mean,
I know nothing will change between.
At least I want to,
He's just so perfect,
cause in these dreams it ends, and its a hard affect.
These dreams, Im called a jerk, im called not me.
but sometimes I must agree.
He deserves to be treated with the utmost respect,
someone as he is..PERFECT.
He needs someone that doesn't cry like this,
I know in me, this girl exists.
These dreams need to stop,
with him I need to feel on top.
I want him to know that im here,
from now on I'll always be sincere.
I'll be that old dixie,
I'll even stop watching glee.
You deserve everything,
to prove it I'll always give.
"I wish I could be there"
And i promise with everything with my heart ill always share.