November.ninth.2009

The weekend was donesiiiesss, After a long filled weekend of thinking it was time for school again. The morning started with chamber nice and early, then my first block.. CHOIR. We learned about having "That moment" That important spiritual moment we get when we perform, then staying in the portable and talking to the grade eights about chamber and concert, I think I really got to them.. they were interested in what I was saying, which was very surprising. BREAK TIME! I waited by the doors for him, but he didnt come :( Maybe he went home sick? pssh whatever it's no big deal. Then going to religion we lead prayer and got everyone into the moment, and it was very very very very relaxing. LUNCH TIMEEEEE then came and he was here! but couldnt talk cause he had detention:( stupiiid fuck. haha After my friend told me that she and this guy I was seeing before like eachother.. and Usually I would care, but I really don't I'm happy for both of them. VERY happy:) But most of all because I have feelings for someone else.. and I think It's going good. I THINK.. I HOPE.. :) After going to writting.. here I am now. HAPPY. For the first time in a long long long time. Hopefully it stays like this.. cause That would be perfect
<3 . Even though I lost 2 friends.. I really wish them luck and happiness but Im really happy NOT because I lost them BUT because if I had really needed them I would feel it.. Im moving soon, and I wont have to deal with this highschool drama anymore. And for that moment i really can't wait :) I have my friends that are amazing, I have volleyball, I have my choir, and an amazing family, I feel like im not missing ANYTHING. Whatever anyone says Im perfectly happy, I know I may have my moments but who dosnt right? Eight months left baby.. I cant wait, but "THIS IS OUR YEAR GIRLS" will always stay in my memories.
"I love us"
<3 <3 <3 .